No. One.
I am a mixture of emotion right now. Like, I love college right now. I LOOOVVVVEEEE my roommate. Seriously, awesome times we are having here (if she's reading this, lololol, sorry for hanging out with you and your friends all the time... yet thank you)
My classes... well... I think I am kind of unhappy. It's only the third day of class- 2nd if you're counting what classes I have been to- and I was already dreading going to math. It's not hard if that is what you're thinking, but... it's not okay either.
I feel so... unintelligent. Like people think I am not smart enough to take the more difficult classes. I feel like I was placed in these classes and they patted me on the head and said "there you go, sweetie, you can handle this."
I hate that.
I like challenges. I want respect.
I feel awful. I'm not excited anymore. I am trying to cover it.
I feel like I'm not making friends.
I feel like my old friends don't even miss me.
I feel like I have no friends.
I am not homesick (okay, I totes miss my dog), I actually love college, but I feel like crying.
I'm unhappy but happy. I am so scared.
But what am I so scared of?
Being alone.
Can you be alone on a campus with thousands upon thousands of students?
I'm finding out that I can be alone even in a room I share.
Will someone please miss me?
please?
